I nEveR tHOught.. ♥

October 31st, 2008 by she-shiska-kbls

I neither look nor wait
For someone ‘til eternity I can be with
But here’s this man thru text I met
Change the spin of my world and so my fate
Yet my heart beats with no regret

This man I never I can forget
For in my heart his name is sculpted
Deep within me his genuineness engraved
Never had I thought I really have met
Someone so sweet, so loving and hot so sweet

I love him, yes! Everyday it’s only him
The guy that completes me
Every night and every minute his with me
Even though were far apart
I want it to be us

I need him the daily presence in my heart and brain
The smile in my face I want it always and remain
The guy I wish its enzo I swear
I want to be his girl, the voice he wants always to hear

Never did I thought I would spoken
These feelings inside me
For a long time I have hidden
Having him not in my arms mustn’t be a burden
But ohh! It causes me agony and intuitively in pain

Now that he is mine
Grant that we’ll stay together
‘Till the end of time
Loving him mustn’t be a crime
For my love is pure and so divine

^^
I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears
And I will love you, like I did these past few years
I have always loved you and I know I always will
Although you’ll break my heart, I know time can heal

The love we shared made everything worthwhile,
And it will be you that I’ll walk in the aisle
Is I should choose to whom I should be destined to
Please let me, let me, let me choose you

I will never be exhausted in loving a person like you
For I rather be worn out of things than loosing you
I do not pretend just to be loved
And I never thought you’re the best I had

I wish goodbye would turn to never
And your love to me to forever
Its as if I’m weak if you’ll be gone
Because you cant just be replaced by anyone

iloveyOUmYbBysWee.!

mashiskaenzO

February 15th, 2008 by she-shiska-kbls

Once i cried with my pillow wet
for this certain person i could’nt set
i get doubtful everytime i see
that the person he did’nt miss was me

i tried to pretend i was’nt hurt
the love i gave him-no worth
later i gave in because im tired
i spent my whole life with him in fire

i was blind when i did bliv
the promise he told me-it was to deciv
but stil i waited and hoped he’d learn,
but nothing happnd my tears got burn

everytime i see his face, i smile
but every inch hurt when i cross a mile
he took my love for granted- i see
and now hes getting haunted by me

i shedded so much tears,
for i dont  want him to leave, thats my fear
now, im bleeding without his love
and wanted to fly like the white dove

love is what i pleaded him,
but pity took plce as what it seems
once he gave me the comfort of his arms,
b-coz i warned him, im into some harm

i thought that if i beg for love
he would give it-which i do not have
but i was totally totally wrong
i just ended up singing our love song

but now i learned the final truth
he didnt want me to love him-thats so rude
for he will die and he knew ill cry
and he hoped it will heal as time pass by

now hes dead but he did love me,
i knew he did-it seems to be
because love is not a chance you make
but is also the risk youre willing to take..

"bby"
"soulmate"

hmp..

i love you..

A tRuE boYfrieNd… hmp hmp..

October 13th, 2007 by she-shiska-kbls

f i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to
call me ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start yelling at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]

When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying
[Just hold me and dont say a word ]

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from
behind ]

When im scared
[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i steal your favorite hat
[ Let me keep it and sleep with it for
a night]

When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could
understand ]

When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]

When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]

When i repost this bulletin
[ i want you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she’s mad hug her tight and
don’t let go then kiss her

- When she says she’s ok dont believe
it talk with her.

- because 10 yrs later she’ll remember
you
& amp; amp; amp; lt;BR- Call her at 12:00am
on her
birthday
t o tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up

- Treat her like she’s all that
matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when
she’s sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she’s bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she’s important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
"Who’s butt am I kicking babe?"

_+_faLL’n foR yoU_+_

September 11th, 2007 by she-shiska-kbls

I couLd still RemeMbEr

tHe dAYs wE shARed

tHosE haPPy and saD moMenTs

tHAt you anD I uSEd to GaVe

I couLd stiLL reMembER

The daYs wE shaRed

tHosE DaYs yOu heLd mY haNds

aNd saiD "I wiLL be hEre fOREVER"

tiMe Passed

anD mY feeLings foR yoU

Had cHAnged so faSt

I donT knOw wHaT to do

to hiDe thiS feeLings jusT for yoU

I triEd to Forget yOu

BeCAuse I know yoU thought Me aS a fRieNd

BuT whAt I caN do

iF you saY "FRIEND, I’m now fallen for YOU"

weee… dedicated to CS..

no one will be sOoN mY sOmeOne

August 27th, 2007 by she-shiska-kbls

GooDbYe’s for mY onLy One

and I try to be no One

trYing to fill the PaiN

bUt I think iTs juSt the SAme

SOmeOne wHO maKae my Life SeriEs

anD i TriEd to foRgEt thE mEmoRies

bUt iTs stiLL canNot be ErAsEd

bEcAuSe thE memoriEs is fOreVer be RAiSed

WhEn I mET you

I’ve SeeN mY seLf haPpy wiTh you

I’ve sEeN my sELf nEvEr be hUrt

eVen I cry in the cOuRt

I thought you wiLL jUst bE my nO oNe

anD I pRay SomEdaY yoU wiLL be mY sOmeOne

SomEonE wHo can feeL me bLue

and SomEOne whO can maKe mYseLf trUE..

hahah

July 31st, 2007 by she-shiska-kbls

Is it still WE or only Me?

We were friends, still were alone

We’ve been happy with our own

Waiting that someone will be there

To see our hearts bare

But when you confess

Your feelings for me

I’ve been happy

But I’m feeling unwealthy

When you came

I thought my feelings will be the same

The true love that I hide

Was true enough to say I’m blind

You said you’ll never live and never hurt me

I believe of what you said to me

And now what you do?

You make my heart

SUFFER and SCARED

To be hurt by someone

I don’t cared..

By: mashiska dawn m. maquiling

The bLaMe!!

July 27th, 2007 by she-shiska-kbls

if yoU feeL me FaLling for SomEone elSe

It’s NoT because I LOVE HIM…

it’s because you weren’t there to catCh me FaLL.

                                        =+=the AnSwer=+=

when you thought I wasn’t there to catCh you,

it’S because you nevEr giVe me A chaNce

yoU have’nt reAchEd the buTTom Yet

YoU havE alReaDy GrABBed a

BRANCH!!!

its all because of thoughts

July 25th, 2007 by she-shiska-kbls

=It’s all because of thoughts=

In many times we’ve shared

I wish I’ve been blared

I am happy when I see you smile

It’s all because I can walk a mile

In the simplest start

I thought I’ve been Smart

I thought I can carry

The start that we marry

But all because of thoughts

I see the truth

That from all the beginning has an end

But that end that’s not affect my life to end

The journey that I’d begin

I end it with lifetime in

Two hearts, begun to be only one

And the part of my life begins to none.

By: Mashiska Dawn M. Maquiling

wla pa sad uei..

wla pa nag isa, two hearts pa..

love pa naku xa.. and dont want to lose him..

never..

i love chris s. so much

and no one can replace it..

the GurL???

July 2nd, 2007 by she-shiska-kbls

the girl was on her class, sitting at the Armchair (bored)

she was thinking of the GUY who will gonna ask her for the Prom night, suddenly he woke up, when somebody interrupted, the Guy sitting beside Her ask if what the girl is thinking, the girl replied " I am thinking bout my PRINCE" when shes thinking again her sit mate was there in HER imaginary/ thinking effect, the girl smile and laugh, she wondered why her sit mate was there in her imaginary/thinking effect…

two days after the PROM night her Crush ask her for the first Dance Or Partner the Girl replied "Why not, YES"

Her sit mate became her BEST FRIEND, when her best friend ask for the Prom dance she said " no, i cant go with you, my Crush ask me already and I said Yes to him, sorry" her best friend walking, sobbing with Tears.

At the prom night after the Dancing they Heard bumping Cars, but they just ignore it after 10 Min’s. some students announced that Someone was BUMP outside.

when They go outside they dint Reach the Ambulance Car.

and the girl saw a Bouquet with a Chocolate with it and there’s a note found in the Bouquet..

NOTE: don’t worry best, I’ll be your Guardian when he leave you. I’ll be your BOY when you have no BOY. i did this so that you can get my Attention and intention… I LOVE YOU…

                                                          BEST FRIEND

The End..

Watta??

the riVer of hope…

June 26th, 2007 by she-shiska-kbls

the river of hope.

Once there was this place which they called Metura. This place was full of magic that if you were in this kind of place you can have one special power/magic.

The first person who discovered this place was Mylene. She discovered this because she was searching for her lost rabbit. This rabbit was a very naughty rabbit that ate all the carrots in her neighbor’s backyard. When she was on search to capture her pet she fell into a 3 dimensional triangle in the

Smokey

Mountain

. When she woke up she saw lots of rainbows in one row with petals of roses in it. She picks one and tastes it. It was yummy. Then suddenly she floated and grew into a very beautiful lady with wings and wand on her right hand. Chuva-Chuva was written on her wand. When she read it there was a loud explosion and with the cast of her wand the city was built in nice silvery coat and colorful spectrum in its path.

She was shocked and tears soon fell from her rosy white cheeks. Those tears became the river of hope. In which when you feel down and was left with no hope, one drop of it can inspire you in lots of ways that will also encourage you to do the impossible.

One night she stood in the golden apple tree with many flowers around that tree. One fruit fell into the river of hope and formed into a handsome young man whom he called himself Turadis. That man stood up and holds the hand of the lady he saw. There was chemistry between them. Love aloft amidst of the girl’s loneliness because of missing her family and friends. When they got married 3 children were born. 2 girls and one boy named Sasha,     Annerie, and Gary.

After how many months lots of people arose from the nature’s blessings.

One day when Sasha played in her magical garden one serpent came and talk to her. That serpent came close to her and asked her about the secret her mom was hiding. It was about controlling the magic of the country she made because of her kindness. When sasha didn’t say anything the serpent bit her arm and cried for help. When his father, king Turadis approached her and held her hand, it was swelling badly that even the strongest magician can’t heal it’s sore. Only one condition will be made to save her daughter. This was if king Turadis will go into the dragon’s tomb and exchange its throne to its golden hair so that when tapped into sasha’s hand the sore will stop, but because the dragon will be bald when this happens, he needs the king’s throne for decades so that hair will slowly grow. The king had no choice. It’s between her beloved daughter or the city that will be gone in just one wink of the eye. He really loved her daughter but he can’t kill all the people just for her so he decided not to take the risk.

Sasha died knowing that her father didn’t choose her. She felt anger and pain. She hated her father so much that she wants to take revenge after her death. She sold her soul to the serpent that bit her and told the secret which she shouldn’t tell. The serpent grew bigger because of the revealed secret. And went into the world named Metura.

The serpent came and fight against her father. Sasha was on the serpent’s side laughing out loud without mercy. Her mother cried and convinced Sasha to help her father. Sasha got angrier and blasts her dark magic against her mother. Bloodshed was spread into her mother’s dead body. Sasha’s siblings got scared and

Gary

was really into fighting Sasha even though she was her best sister and a good adviser to him.

Gary

threw one arrow unto Sasha’s heart and closed his eyes. Sasha was sobbing in tears and told his brother how much she loved him and still her brother betrayed her and  then she died. Annerie, the youngest, knelt and prayed for his father to conquer victory and stop the evil scheme. Because of what

Gary

did to Sasha the serpent made

Gary

blind. King Turadis died because the serpent stroke one poisonous venom into his body and Annerie was the ones left. She ran into the river of hope and knelt asking for hope to overcome the evil doings that surrounds them. Then suddenly, one big splash of water covered the city and also the enemies. When she woke up……………………

The city was rebuilt into its new and colorful surroundings. She was happy to see this but still her heart ached knowing her loved ones died. Then she ruled the city with her magic and found her right guy to fall in love with.

She had 2 daughters and 2 sons who will soon rule the magical city.

                           

               

   …….The end……

Story by: Ma. Josephan Louise S. Maandig.

Title and designed by:

Mashiska Dawn M. Maquiling

Edited by: Cristelle R. Jurolan